a stiletto made my day!

Today is my last holiday. After Ied Holiday for about two weeks, i cant control my bed time.
Usually in Ramadan, i used to sleep at 2 am. and woke up at 2 pm. and i did sahur too. but now Ramadan is over, i still sleep at 2 am. but i woke at 2 pm. The problem is.. Tomorrow school is starting, and I'm afraid i cant wake up Early tomorrow. i have to wake up at 5.40 am. and now is 2 am. which is i only have 3 hours sleep. am i gonna make it? or I'll be late and then they send me back home? or i can ask my mom one day off tomorrow.

Another thing that bugging me is.. i hate the way my ex act. he act as if he playing some kind a"cold" game to me. and i cannot accept it! i invented that game!! well, its typical of him. he always copy-ing me at some point. anyway today is his birthday, and there i did congratulated him, which is oh, SO not me, but I'm over that feeling in my head, but look what I've got. some kind of bullshit cold game, he's such a coward. its a long story. we had history. well why cant we be the kind of ex that close as a friend. HELLO, I TRIED THAT! but, he just cannot accept it, he's not open. to him, its like either DATING or STRANGER FOR BAD REASON
i just don't get it.

Enough of that, the last thing is, I'm applying for the part time job at a few magazine, and i show the resume to my cousin, and she critics me badly. and I'm kinda offended. i don't know why, well maybe that's what a critics for, so in the future we do better. but as for me. once i offended its bad mood all day and i cant stop thinking about it. so yea it hurts a little, and I'm concern that i don't get the job, after so much critics. well she did said i cant show-off at my letter. but i didn't mean ANYTHING like that at all!! that's just not me, show off. Ha. i just being told from my cousin that works at a magazine that i should exaggerate about my capability. i didn't mean in negative way.

well

anything always has a good side right?

my day wasn't so bad at all. because i was doing what a girls do when things doesn't go the way it should. SHOPPING!!
and i use my SOGO voucher and add a couple more rupiah to buy a black hot stiletto, you can see the stiletto above, isn't she beautiful, or what? uh. what a relieve.
and i had a great time at my other cousin's house,
its really great chatting with them. we really click.

aah what a day.. and its almost morning, I'm off to bed
see you tomorrow
XOXO
TRL